andrea mc3 letter 1
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(Write a goodbye letter to an expectation that has run its course and is now passing. Acknowledge it. Respect it, even if it no longer belongs to you. Say your goodbye. Let it go.)
It has been a wonderful acquaintance that grew and grew, my hopes started to grow too, This magnificent and unconventional woman. I felt so relaxed and easy in your presence.I know there where warning signs, and that you were never clear about our relationship, but I kept hoping, emotionally. At times I had doubts, rationally. The summer past and there were bad moments, I felt it was over, but not entirely, Guess the hope was there, maybe based on nostalgia and my expectations.We met again after your illness, and my feelings came back. So that day I asked you straight, you answered surprised: 'no, there is no chemistry between us'.
Been suffering in waves since, but it is time to acknowledge that my expectations were in my mind only, they don't belong there, and should vanish over time.So thanks for the juice and Good Bye!