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icy moment of clarity
seeing that I am getting more and more undefinedlost those urges of knowing what to do, where to go, with whom
it is unsettling and contains some anxious vibrationsbut it is also freeing and serene
the uncertainty as a neutral friendbeing in the Absurd no man’s landthe DMZ
somewhere is a reality maybesomewhere there are dreams
relaxed & tense & calm & vividbeing the mandala wiped out after being carefully constructedwithout feeling regret
so many spend time on analyzing history - what went wrong, what to learnso many spend time on painting pictures of future - what is it going to be
I am not certain that way of being is optimalAnymore