hard mind unboiled
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Seeking in all drawers, but can’t find itThe external triggerThe quick fix by habit
Hearing nice sounding wordsReading nice looking words
But, not really finding anything thereEmpty drawers…
Old garbage and lint lying aroundOld truths repeatedOld advice rehearsedOld men too old for the country
The search encircles itselfFailed searches weigh less nowThe scent is not there to pick up, poor K-9s
So fundamentally it is all wrongNot just a little wrongBrutally wrong
Have to rebuild and reconstruct all I know and knewQuite some work to do here
Looking forward to the next moment