holding too tight
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oh,stuck in a vacuumfeel so small tonight
extreme focusjust me hereme here on Earth
not much communicationall slowsome hopemaybe, maybe
equanimity?mind loops back as always always always
I do and can reach out but feel so small tonightlike it doesn’t helpbut this is exactly when to work it
need to stay in what is inwithout trembling else it will always bethis strangling stress I get intonot giving any space or light around itnot using my skillful means for itexpecting someone to do itexpecting how it would beexpecting the external to rule
I have so much force, but not used to using itI want to see my own light!
holding too tight