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when that moment of drop comesthe moment focus is lost/momentum thrown out of the window (now broken window)restlessness enters its dirty Gestalt
looking around trying to grasp for somethingthoughts try to grasp and cravea way out of it
this reaction hardens the patternslike a body in cementwon’t wake up
Mu!the corrective action is unprecedented action - follow the first instinct, no second thoughtsstop and enter your sensesonly sensingbreathe
and the new world appears freshall traces of the old goneif done wholeheartedly
Ad infinitum…