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Feeling a weird subtle happiness todayno apparent reason?
when control is relinquished I guess it happensrelax in my self, or ratherrelax in not my self
feeling each moment extremely clearsenses very hyper enhanced alertedlike a new kind of world inside the ordinary one
very playfulon the beachbig castles of sandtide is killing themthe Beagle is peeing at themthat is ok
as sand castles are mandalas of creation and destruction…decay and create…
we are working so hard trying to build us one…but it is superfluousno need
no need to make wrong effortsonly effortless efforts
cry a little when it goes to Hellbut it is fineit is part of it
nothing really solid - hold your hand anywaythe impossible crazy love