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being returnedafter cleaning my body & mindat 9000 ft
secluded secretive castlesilence mountain forest snow &ice cold room, 50F
alarm 3 amdrinking Kumquat Tea (金桔茶)watching the slow beetle, the coyotes outside
after awhile in this Illuminated Landthings fall awaywhat do you really need?
chantingsitting motionless in meditation 90 minutes at the timestillness and painthat comes and goesnaturally
sudden smilerealizing feelings and emotions don’t belong to meso I choose, I can play with them, do what I wantI don’t own myselfI don’t own anything
you cannot read and think this,it has to come as a direct experience of life as it really evolves,in the direct experience of the hyper pain that suddenly isn’t there
something wakes uprest is a dream
maybe the Prince eventually wakes the Sleeping Beauty?