slowness
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started goodslowed downgot dark
out of synch with timethinkingnot not-thinking
derailedsame tracks every daytrying to build new bridgesbridges to nowhere?
so in my headcan’t get out of ithow do I not think?
so sad for what did not happenso sad for being lostso sad for no one calling
how did I end up heresupreme lack of stimulationI am stuck in ice, melting slowly
so strangeI have friends and interestsbut it still feels emptyor is it just detox?
just feel that no one is missing or needing meno connection
there is a connection when there is a live connectionbut it fades quickly
the connection to something/someone gives meaningdisconnect means jumping mindconnect calm mind