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arrrggdrives me crazy…guessed who called now?
she is so happy and we are laughing and joking, and she missed my‘being’just makes me happy to hear! regardlessshe is the one deepest in my heart, beyond rational argumentscan’t help this, how destructive it might be or not be
drives me crazy…
kind of spark just comes into me, hearing her, can’t help itexactly why I never gave up,
she is at the beach wearing the clothes I pickedmight sound silly. And also my favorite dress that she wanted to get rid of, but kept because I asked her.
sorry, getting emotional, needed to get this call as a healing for me.