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calm abidingthe energy is thereno feeling of anything specialthe habit makes it dullinstead of seeing the open space
how do I talk with my animathe female insidethat I try to project outside
that makes ‘her’ look so fascinatingbut that she is notlike most people and I
How do moods come from her?But feelings from me?
did everythingbut not given restthe conventional is acting rightthe unconventional not feeling anythingjust sadness
I do not understand the worldI do not know the historyI do not understand the future
I do not understand why ‘my’ feeling most often do not match with the external?It is like a thin layer of darkness wrapped around something
So tired of all words and descriptions and theoriesCan I find a resolution at some point?